I need someone to help me
Every time someone asks me a question, or I don’t know the answer to something, the first word I think of is “nigger”. I think I have some sort of disorder, I’m pretty sure it’s not classified and if it is I should probably seek psychological help. I’v been on the verge of just blurting it out loud at times when I’m not fully aware of what’s going on in my mind-
classmate - “Hey so, how’d you do on the Bsat exam”
me - “nigger”
I’m pretty sure Gage is the only person I can relate to with this horrible “disease”. If anyone has help/advice please feel free to shoot me a message.
